Tomorrow I will be 32 weeks pregnant with my little guy. I’m in that stage of being confused by whether I want time to speed up or slow down. My body wants to be done, but my mind is all like “you want to have two kids to take care of right now? Huh? HUH?!” The majority of the time, my mind is still winning and my body is staying silent… ish.
So far we’ve got most of his room done. I find myself wanting to mimic our daughters room in a way. I don’t want him to have more things than her, or less things than her. I want them to both feel that their spaces are happy and have had a lot of love put into them. I made my daughter most of her decorations. I painted three animal paintings, painted letters spelling out her first name for her wall, and painted a three picture frame to hang her ultrasound pictures on the wall. So far, for our little guy, I’ve got one animal picture painting done and his name craft done, which we have to hide until he’s born because it’s a secret. Shhhhhh…. Anyway, I’m getting closer, but my body is revolting in my free time and making me sleep instead of craft. Maybe I’ll have all his crafts done by the time he starts kindergarten!
I’m still freaking out a little. Especially since my daughter is currently fighting naps. *sob sob sob* She’s 2.5, and not taking it well at all. She still needs naps, but for some reason she just isn’t most days. I feel like she knows something is about the change. Something big….. (and not just my belly, which is huge). I’m just hoping she goes back to napping more frequently so that I can nap more frequently too! I’d pay her money, but she doesn’t understand bribes yet. Too bad too… I’d definitely pay $50 for a nap. She doesn’t know what she’s missing!