The Birth Control Choice Is In….

…and it’s…. condoms!  Whoa!  No one was expecting that, were they?

It was a strange decision that had a lot to do with my not wanting to take the chance of the progesterone only pill drying up my milk.  This is a thing.  Just Google it and you will be shocked by how many women have had this problem.  It’s just not worth the chance.  It may be a 1 in 1 million chance, but that is enough of a chance for me.  With breastfeeding, PCOS, DOR, the likely possibility that I have primary ovarian inefficiency which will lead to menopause within the next 2-3 years, AND condoms…. I think our chances of conceiving accidentally would be pretty low, if not non-existent.

Right now I am really terrified that I have a cyst on my left ovary.  I’ve been feeling twinges ever since giving birth, but I assumed this probably had something to do with GIVING BIRTH, but it’s been worse and worse over the past two days.  I remember them mentioning a small cyst on my ovary during one of my pregnancy ultrasounds (most likely a leftover follicle from the IVF), but geez, you’d think pregnancy hormones would have kicked that thing out of there?  Dried it up? Something…  Guess I did not get that lucky.  I just really hope I do not have to deal with a rupturing cyst.  This is like a period multiplied by 1,000.  It’s not quite on the level of epidural-less birth, but it is still pretty horrific.  I am usually hunched over the toilet throwing up, screaming, and sobbing.  Not sure how I’d breastfeed through something like that?  Let’s just send out some vibes that will kill this (likely) cyst!


Oh, and in happy baby fertility news… I have a friend who, after two years, 3 IUI’s, a fresh IVF, a chemical pregnancy (early miscarriage), and an FET, was FINALLY successful and is now about 12 weeks pregnant!  The FET was successful!  I am very excited for her.  It gives me hope for all of you who are out there still trying.  I know it’s hard and you want to give up, but please don’t.  I’m not saying it has to be fertility treatments, it can be adoption.  Just any way to have a child.  If you want a child, please continue fighting for one!  And if there is anything I can help you with (although I’m certainly not a professional) please let me know!  I am here to answer questions!

4 thoughts on “The Birth Control Choice Is In….

  1. Try to get the maybe cyst looked at. I have had 2 rupture and the pain meds they have me were not bfing compatible. I found the ruptured cyst way worse the the natural birth. Birth easy peasy, ruptured cyst kill me now haha. Glad you decided against the mini pill I was so worried about that.

    • Yea, I’ve had two ruptured cysts myself and… holy freaking crap they were awful. I know that I have always taken aleve for the cysts (because when I had them I thought it was a horrible period), and the pain subsided within a few hours, but Aleve is not breastfeeding compatible.. so poo.
      I will certainly go in Monday if the pain is still there!

  2. Ibuprofen is bfing safe. I take 800 mg prescription ibuprofen almost daily. They have me Vicodin which is not safe. I now have a script for Percocet since it is on the ok list. Made my legs go numb and my stomach felt like it was being ripped out when they ruptured. Zero fun ugh. Hope it’s just your uterus getting tiny again. That always hurt when I would nurse and my uterus would constrict, felt like I was starting my cycle but nope.

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