I’ve made it to five weeks! As far as I know, everything is still progressing well. Breasts and nipples are sore, nauseous sometimes (depending on what I eat and if I don’t eat soon enough after waking up and between meals), some aching in my back, and tired. I’m still getting the cramps when I pee (sometimes, not every time) and right before I realize I have gas. It’s like a little preemptive warning for me “here comes a cramp, be prepared to poot!” Too much information? Ah, come on, you guys know me by now!
The fact that it’s been five days since I’ve had any sort of testing to verify that things are still progressing is kind of stressful, but this is the way it goes. Two week waits are the bane of pregnancy. I think us infertiles should get special, mental treatment. Right? RIGHT?!
I’m glad I haven’t had anymore of those pubic pains. Those hurt like a bia, but the three ladies I’ve talked to about it all said they had those pains in early pregnancy. I also have all of my symptoms and I haven’t had any normal cramping or bleeding, so I’m hopeful that everything is still progressing nicely.
We are telling the in-laws tonight. They gave us the loan for the treatments, and they know that we are currently doing the treatments, so my husband wants to tell them tonight when they come to visit. He figured this may be the only time we can surprise them because they are eventually going to ask what’s going on. His mother has been calling every two days, which is very unusual, and asking how things are going. My husband is acting oblivious and just saying “fine, how’s it going with you?” haha I’m sure that’s why they are visiting this weekend, she’s tired of his not-answering her underlying question. Hilarious.
I’m considering starting my belly pictures today. I can’t keep thinking that this pregnancy isn’t going to work, I need to act like a person who doesn’t have fertility issues and a miscarriage in her past. I need my mind to be happy and healthy so that my body can be happy and healthy to support this pregnancy. Easier said than done, maybe, but I’m going to try my hardest!
Oh, and I saw a picture on Pinterest of a girl doing her belly pictures…. she was 18 weeks and smaller than I am now. Thank you progesterone! I don’t mind, I think it helps me even more to see a little pooch there already. I have something to rub. I feel like I’m my own troll doll. 🙂